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Blossom in a dark dark world.

Today I’m meant to be writing a letter to life… but I am feeling far too overwhelmed and anxious to tackle that today. Maybe tomorrow. For today…. I wanted to share a picture my sister sent me.

A picture of my tree. A tree that this blog is named after ❤️

My sister sending me this picture of my tree Delilah literally made me so happy! This time last year I was in surgery after a drunken suicide attempt.. a few days later I planted Delilah to give me a purpose… a short lived one at that I soon forgot about her, but!! Look at her now 😃😃😃 all blossoming and growing despite having a hard time of it😃

Might sound strange but seeing her all beautiful and blooming reminds me to carry on. ❤️ that is all… just wanted to share something beautiful.


Published by DelilahSpuddy

Well when I first started this blog, I was just using it as an anonymous way to vent. I suffered a horrific year in 2018 starting with witnessing abuse in my work place and ending in an awful assault on me by a so called friend. Now as I start to recover I’m hoping to reach those who unfortunately may find themselves in my situation with nobody to turn to. I managed my PTSD symptoms a good 8 months before I was told I wasn’t going mad and actually there was a name for it. In those 8 months I came up with all sorts of weird and wonderful ways to ground and help myself. Some of the writing in my blog isn’t nice and contains some triggers so please be aware. It’s just what I need to do at the moment. But if you want to... feel free to have a look ❤️ welcome to the madhouse 😂

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