I haven’t managed to write anything in such a long time! I’ve been too busy getting better and I’m happy to say I think my PTSD has crawled off into remission 😃😃 My EMDR has worked absolute miracles! When I first started it I would spend the whole day anxious as hell about it, I …
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Just a little reminder to myself… (TW self harm)
Despite being on the verge of another police investigation and despite the fact i feel my PTSD is getting bad again.. this little reminder popped up on my phone today and it absolutely stunned me! Almost 8 months since I intentionally hurt myself! This is huge!! Last time I was going through this sort of …
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Lessons learnt.
Well that’s it! Finished my course and actually achieved something this time! I don’t think I’ve ever academically achieved anything in my life! Usually by this stage I’ve not got the grades or I’ve given up half way through, I was far too busy playing the class clown at school . Usually I have some …
Healing Tears.
Last night I was trying to keep my head busy before sleep, I’d had an emotional day and I didn’t want a night full of nightmares… I was chatting casually to my girlfriend about previous relationships and soulmates etc etc, as we were chatting I started to become aware that I was getting a little …
Proud moment.
I didn’t do a proud post last week… I was too busy sulking. Anyway, after staring at my laptop in despair for around 3 weeks whilst my brain shrivelled up and refused to give an inch due to my newly increased meds taking all of my dopamine, running away with it and stashing it somewhere, …
This weeks proud moments.
1. I have a job!! Amazing enough in the current climate but even better that I smashed the interview and that I have my passion back. I was a support worker for years, I haven’t managed to consistently work as one for the past two years. I’m yet to start work at my new place …
Delilah Blossom 